Hello π
I can’t believe I posted 81 days ago saying I was back and ready to blog- whoops where has that time gone? I think its a sign of growing older when time slips by and life being so awesome gets in the way every now and again. So just a couple of quick updates before a special blog tomorrow!
Placement
My second placement went really well in the end! It had its up and downs but I had some real support and encouragement from fellow radiographers and my clinical link. On this placement I had to take my first assessment and that was so nerve wrecking. If I failed I would have to retake and my mark would be capped at 40%. The worst thing of the assessment were the “automatic fails” these can be very essential things such as correct hand washing procedures and knowing our safety interlocks. However they are as important as the interaction and treatment of the patient- think of infection control and what happened if i needed to suddenly stop the machine from irradiating the patient. My first assessment was on a head and neck patient which meant also using immobilisation equipment of a head and neck mask, just another thing to get used to. I am really pleased to say I passed first time! Wooo π My assessor had to make a comment and she told me she wasn’t good with words but I have set myself a high standard with not a lot to improve on.Β
This was an AMAZING comment and meant a lot to me- I know I still have a long way to go but positive feedback really helps to encourage me but also spur me when days are not so great.Β
University- Coursework/Exams
We came off placement and then everything academically started to explode so we had a really busy couple of months. March to the end of May involved a lot of stress and worry over my academic abilities. I didn’t mind the coursework so much but it just seemed we had 2 or 3 deadlines in a very short amount of time. But I did what I do best and organised and planned enabling me to meet my deadlines. We had to do a group presentation Β for one of our modules and I was randomly assigned to the group that had the patient pathway of a 3 year old with leukaemia. I think I was of some help πΒ
Then exams…Β
I had 4 biology exams and 2 physics- even now I’ve done them the thought is still really horrible. It was a very stressful time with manyhours spent revising. I honestly didn’t cope amazingly during this time, I was just really scared of failing. I didn’t want to fail and be left behind with everyone progressing whilst I had to retake. I also didn’t want to disappoint myself of my friends and family (silly I know). I was really struggling one day and was pulled aside by one of my lecturers who told me not to give up simply because things were getting difficult. I wrote this down and stuck it on my pin board at uni. Everytime I was struggling I looked at this quote and reminded myself why I wanted to become a radiographer.
It was a tough time but with help from my family and friends I sat all 6 exams and passed !!!!! I was so relieved πΒ
Now I can successfully say onto the Second Year I go! I can’t believe this time last year I was preparing to start and now I’ve done my first year, time goes sooo quickly. Although time goes quickly I am so happy with my life and just want to keep moving forward. This academic year ahead will be one of our most challenging (been prepared by uni and third years) with a lot of time in lectures and also in placement but I am ready to tackle it head on and with a smile.
Love
S